
Mark 9:24b “… Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.”
The dictionary plainly defines the word unbelief as “lack of belief.” In short, it is not believing. Believing is “conviction that certain things are true; trust; confidence or expectation.” So, if I am not believing, then I am doubting.
Here recently I have been facing some situations that I believe are God ordained — doors that I know without a shadow of a doubt have been opened by God Himself. Yet, in my flesh, I still hold on quiveringly that just MAYBE God will not furnish or come through with the promises of what are behind these doors.
Yet, I cannot stop here because this morning I woke up and in my inbox on the computer, I found a devotion whose subject was “What God has promised you, He will fulfill.” Wow! That was a wake-up call this morning!
The devotion went on to tell a story about a woman who was following a snow plow in a snow storm. She just knew that she would be able to get where she was going and more safely because the snow plow was plowing all the snow in front of her. Finally after some time, the snow plow stopped and the driver came to her car and asked her where she was going? She told him and his reply was that she would never get there by following him … because he was plowing the parking lot!”
Am I not that way? Do I not sometimes put my trust and my confidence in myself or other people? Yet, all the while God is trying to tell me that HE knows the way and to trust in HIM!
God didn’t stop there this morning! When I went to have my devotions and study part of my Sunday School lesson for this coming Sunday, guess what it was about! You got it … UNBELIEF!! God gave me a double wake-up call this morning!
The lesson was talking about the Israelites. Do you remember what they said against God? They said, “Can God furnish a table in the wilderness?” Psalm 78:19b Is my unbelief any different than from others unbelief in days gone by? Am I also doubting Him as the Israelites did?
As I continued to study the lesson, God began to speak to me. He began to show me where my unbelief would lead me … it usually begins with a complaining attitude, by the way, which leads through a whole lifetime of living in the wilderness … NEVER gaining victory. Worse yet, is that the Israelites even contemplated turning back to where they had come! What a sobering thought to even consider going back into the land of sin and sorrow and defeat!
God showed me that He does not want me to turn back now! Nor does He want me to live the rest of my life in the wilderness. But, God has promised me blessings and victories untold of! But, I will never get there until I believe and trust in His plan and His work that He is doing.
I Thessalonians 5:24 “Faithful is he that calleth you, who also will do it.”
Lord, I believe … forgive thou mine unbelief! You have been faithful and never failed me in the past and I trust you for the future!
“All I have seen teaches me to trust the Creator for all I have not seen.”
I couldn’t close without sharing the words to this song that has been on my heart all day … “Did I Mention?” (listen to the chorus)
Vs 1: David sang the praises, Of the glory of Jehovah
Paul preached that all is lost, save knowing Christ
Little John said, He is precious by leaning on His bosom
For a moment, may I humbly testify?
Chorus: Did I mention that I love Him? How I worship and adore Him?
When I can see no way … He makes a way!
Did I mention that He’s been faithful? To every promise He’s ever made me!
I love him … that’s all I want to say!
Vs 2: How many sermons have been preached about this Jesus?
How many songs have been sung about God’s Son?
There are not enough words, enough notes in the music
To tell the story of all the Savior has done
Chorus: Did I mention that I love Him? How I worship and adore Him?
When I can see no way … He makes a way!
Did I mention that He’s been faithful? To every promise He’s ever made me!
I love him … that’s all I want to say!